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Saturday, December 24, 2011

I wrote this for you

Love can hit a planet like a comet,
I understand that rain can have rainbow, if you want it to,


and I am glad that you can made me nervous
Just let me know how long you're willing to miss me for.


P/S: If you think I can tell you what is going on with my heart, you know even less about it than you think.


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Wednesday, December 7, 2011

Tired

Physical-Yes
Mentality(work)-still bearable
Mentality(emotion)-Yes

Stopping myself doing too much of moron act. Anyhow, I am tired of doing so.

I think I feel more love towards my bed... I guess! Sleep more, looks younger-My life goal! hehe

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Tuesday, November 29, 2011

乏力



曾经,
我是那些抱着满怀热血的小姑娘,
带着希望,朝着自己的目标向前冲!
我说,我要和别人活得不一样,
我要我的生活,像调色盘一样,
多姿多彩,每天做着我爱的工作。


一味儿的梦想,
还是惨败给这现实的社会,
每天不停的工作加班,
加班的成果不是换来上司的赞美,
而是,他们说,你也太早回家了吧?
望着电脑荧幕上的时钟,
显示着12:00AM,
天知道,工作到半夜了,
人家还说早呢。。。
不是说,我们嫌弃工作时间太长,
而是除了累人的工作,
还有累人的闲话,
话中的刺,让我们真的吃不消。


如果说,把“你回家得太早了!”
换成了“感谢你今天为我加班!”
我们的心至少会好过一点。
难过,是因为自己的努力,不被珍惜
然后慢慢的便成一个没有冲劲的上班族,
每天为工作而工作,
他们说,现代的年轻人不能熬了,
我说,你们根本不懂赞美的威力,
从小到大,我们生活于一个奖赏与赞美的年代,
考试第一名,老师发奖品,
为校争光,校长于周会上表扬你。


到最后,我们的心都累了,
多少的睡眠,已无法挽回,
只好拖着疲惫的心灵,
凑巧的过每一天,
直到有一天,
她可爱的孙子问说
“婆婆你有梦想吗?”
才发现自己的梦想,
已遥不可及。。。

p/s: 身体累了,我可以睡觉去;心灵累了,我该怎么办?

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Sunday, November 20, 2011

Randomness about love

People say they love rain but when it rains they use umbrella...
People say they love wind but when its windy they close their windows,
that's why...now i get afraid when people say they love me

Perhaps as what my friend said I have unsolved issue...

I am not willing to change for you, or anyone else.
Take me as who I am, or watch me as I leave.
I may not be the perfect one for anyone else,
but I hope I will be the right one for you.




I neither will change any man,
Because you will left me like I knew you would..

.

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Sunday, November 13, 2011

ZARA Warehouse clearance sales!


This sales is in the town!!! Just get deceive by the photos of hot models in the ads! hehe.. hardly get something as nice as the dress wear by the model!

Anyway, 6 damages for the sales! 3 casual dresses, 2 tops and 1 bottom. Here is my bill for the day!



As what you can see mostly are RM29.90, many people commented in forum saying that the sales are really for only outdated stock.. but who cares when you are not buying something fashionable at first place? I just bought 6 pieces of basic..

Suggestion: It is not worth going for guys! Girls still manage to dig something out of trays of clothes...


p/s: some people might care about what doesn't really matter for you, because everyone has their own problem... Something I learned from past, when a guy has too much of close girl frinds, he can't make a good boy friend! Do you agree?

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Friday, November 11, 2011

Confession of a trust market investor

I am not going to ask any question, keep silent is the best to be. When you will only get the answer if you ask, that is definitely not what I want.

At the end of the day, perhaps I will realize you have no difference with anyone else. Because the way you responsed, are not convincing. I am not a perfect person, investing too much in trust will only make me tear at the end of the day, I need to protect myself.

From,
The loser of trust market investor

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Wednesday, November 9, 2011

Thought

I don't give a shit!

-End-

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Monday, November 7, 2011

Who am I?

Feel a bit lost today, I does not know what I want and think I have been doing too much for the past. Now, I need myself to be back. When I deviates too much from the path I suppose to take, I am afraid and I need to pull back myself to the standard path as planned.

p/s: Please do not commit the same mistake again~ moron!

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Something about Window Live Messenger

It have been sometimes I never appearing offline in Live messenger. As per my memory, the old window live messenger still able to message your contact when you are appearing offline.

Things changed, when I wanna to text someone while I am appearing offline in the new version of window live messenger, I am forced to appearing online to that particular contact.

After that you will be appearing offline to everyone in your list other than the contact you wish to appear online to her/him.

To reappearing online to your contact in your list, you need to click on the appearing online to everyone. Once I did that, I am stunned for a while, what happened to the contact that I have blocked sometimes ago? I glance through my list and realized, I have deleted the contact on the day which I cannot really recalled.

Time passed, and I think I changed too.

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Thursday, November 3, 2011

Life with dilemma

The night before attending the battle on tomorrow:

After tomorrow, I need to kiss goodbye my textbook; and I will be welcome hug my notebook. There is nothing to be celebrate about after exam! life screwed...

Argh!! gonna write my PE and dialogue too, four times in a year, I think that is really too much!!!

Think about exam: Sigh!
Think about workload: Argh!
Think about PE: Crap!
Think about my life: Could be better!

Ok.. Shoo.. I shall back to my studies... GOD BLESS ME!!!!!



Read this from my friend's blog:

3 irony love:

1. Wrong person in the right time
2. Right person in the wrong time
3. You realize you love a particular person upon his/her leave

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Friday, October 28, 2011

Fear or Fearless



Have you ever encounter the fear of answering questions from your teacher in the pre-school?

We all born with the sense of awareness to any negative threat around us. The most common that we do is, when someone putting something near to your vision, your brain send out message to your nerves in order for your eyes to close. Some people are just being the risk taker, they can tolerate with higher level of fear and we called them "The Daring"; and vise versa "The Scaredy Cat".

An interesting fact I figure out from myself and people around me : We all fear of different matters in different stage of life.

The babies:
They could be afraid of darkness, horror, staying with stranger who they do not really know etc.; and the most common way they use to express fear is CRY!

They do not afraid of disease, because they do not even know what is it. They do not afraid of natural disaster because they lack of knowledge in it, they do not afraid of war, because they feel comfort as long as they get feed and the war does not harm them directly.

The kids:
The baby has finally turn up to be a school kid. They can handle the stranger better now, they go to school, they social with the people in their cycle.

However, new fear factors added in, they might afraid of the answering questions in the classes, rumors spread by the classmate in order to insult them, the girl/boy who they like figure out he/she has crush on her/him.

Aha.. this reminds me, the first day I enrolled to pre-school, I had acted "I am sick".. in order to escape my mum from digged me out from the bed to send me to pre-school. I am lack of courage, my eyes starts to turn red when i saw my parent leave the pre-school compound. Time goes on and now when I recall back, pre-school is my funland and carefree huh? Note: I do feel so because I am not longer afraid to face stranger now, talking to the new people I have met in my life no longer listed as fear unless the people are having certain level of harm to me.

The kids still do not fear towards war, natural disaster nor disease, most of the time they will turn to their parent and asked:' Papa, Mama what is going on?" *with innocent eyesight*

The Adults:
When a person become an adult, the responsibility he/she needs to take up is increasing. I am no longer afraid of talking to newly meet person. I am more daring towards horror and darkness (yea.. somehow I still afraid of darkness k, some phobia just do not leave by age growth).

However, we started to afraid of death, afraid to lose(perhaps we are too old to lose), afraid of danger etc. Singaporean called it kiasee and kiasu. One thing definitely correct about adult is the more they owned, the more they are afraid to lose. Well, we are no longer young to start from zero once again. The shield that used to protect us is gone, we need to learn how to protect ourselves.

And today I discovered myself afraid of my boss too, he just in the next table, and I wish that he did not see me!!! Although I am on study leave, I have a feeling like skipping work and get caught!!! Arghhh!!!!!

P/S: do you know what is the different between coward and scaredy cat? Google it! =)

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Thursday, October 27, 2011

I see all these with a smile =)

小小的挫折,就选择离开,他绝对不会是对的勇士。

我还在这里,因为我还坚持;
我的执著不含防腐剂,
如果有一天,我选择了放弃;
我就消失了~

p/s: I do not like a smooth journey, goods without durability testing will never know about the endurance; I do not need anything which is fragile....

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Testing 1..2..3..

Trying to test out; apparently it failed...

P/S: Now procastinating is the name of my best friend.. the worse is I do not feel nervous.. not at all... this woman is too lazy.. certified no cure!!!!!!!! ishhh....

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Sunday, October 23, 2011

Faith


Anyone could tell me what is faith?

Perhaps it takes Years to Build,

Times to Prove,

but, only few Lies to Destroy.

It could be as Hard as Diamond,

As Stable as a Mountain,

but, it could be as Fragile as Clay.....

So I would never understand why people say:

"You have no faith on me!"

I say: Faith is meant to be gained. Sorry for not having faith in you...

But, who destroyed it? God knows! 

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Saturday, October 22, 2011

Salut~~~ my textbook


Ding!Ding! I saved by the time bell..

Yesterday is my last day of work before my CPA exam.. I have been feeling very tired for the past few weeks because my shoulder having too much of loaded which nearly makes me collapsed.

Perhaps someone will say, do not wish for lighter burden, wish for boarder shoulder, but before I have that broader shoulder, the loaded on it is almost killing.

First time in my life, I think my textbook is more adorable than my laptop...

Going to study smart! and yea... definitely I will be able to gain back my sleeping hour.. Dear bed and teddy, I am back!! =)


P/S: there is no typo in my post title , salut means "hello" in french which similar with bonjour!=)

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Wednesday, October 19, 2011

错爱

不要喜欢上一个不能在你身上花时间的人,因为他不值得。 你是错爱~

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Sunday, October 16, 2011

Complex Love - Regret or not to regret?

Lazy Sunday, after getting back to my office to settle my stuff in lesser than 15mins time, I have decided to hide myself inside the cafe near to uptown. I am sitting down in the hidden corner of the cafe and read my book. Aha.. this post is written in that cafe.

For breaktime, I surf around facebook to stalk my friends activity and suddenly i read a paragraph of love confession, perhaps it is right to use love confession this round because it is something a guy said out after he regrets toward leaving his love.Him, decided to broke up with the girl and going after the girl that he just started to like. Hereby, he drew a period to relationship between them, he might not be the one who initiated but for sure he is the cause. Now, he regrets for leaving her and only appreciate her love after they broke up. Who cares?

Another story I have heard about my friend - the playful girlfriend who decided to leave the "good boyfriend" after being pushed by the third party of them. "Good boyfriend" it is a term which is pretty hard to have a clear definition because it is different for everyone, love is subjective, you do not need it to be agreed by all. The "good" here I refers to the guy knows the girl has been dating the other guy when she is in the relationship with the boyfriend but the boyfriend choose to overlook these flaws.

On the D-day, he said "the only thing I regret for not doing is I never stopped you from doing all these all the while. I have been giving you too much of freedom." The girl initially did not planned to make any decision in between the two guys but the 3rd guy who hacked into their love forced the lady to make a decision ,so called "settle you stuff". At the end, the lady choosen him, but he choose to leave. He eventually get a new girlfriend after he asked my friend to leave her initial boyfriend. *to all the ladies who reading this, I know you all will want to called him JERK*

So who is wrong here? The lady who played around with two guys? The jerk who played around two ladies? My friend told me she is regret, she said "the only thing I regretted is I have decided to broke up with my always be there boyfriend, I choose the jerk over my boyfriend because I think he is attractive!" Well , being a friend, my expression to her, "the jerk you saying here, just repeat what you have done by you to your boyfriend. Do you realize that?"

Then, my friend said: "yea, and now I believe in karma." For next time I would not do the same mistake again."

Every relationship which ended contains "regret", regret of not doing something; regret of doing something. Myself experienced that as well, and most of the time, you have no way to turn back once again to fixed all the regrets you have, what you do is looking forward and hope you would not be doing the same mistakes again in the future. Perhaps a good decision maker will win the love game, or try not to be too serious in love?

No matter what is it, regret in love is hurtful! I think everyone agreed this!

Lazy Sunday, and I can see my Sunday is dying off, the sun is starting to set.. Oh crap! Monday is coming... hope tomorrow dinner will be a satisfaction and less OT for me for this coming week please!! I need a break before I am pyschologically broke down!!

Cheers! =)

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Thursday, October 13, 2011

Mission impossible

Like anyone else, I need time on my own
Like anyone else, I need motivation whenever I feel down
Like anyone else, I need at least of 5-6 hours of sleep
Like anyone else, I have limited ability
Like anyone else, I have normal IQ level
Like anyone else, I have limited life span
Like anyone else, I have 24 hours a day
Like anyone else, I have 7 days a week
Like anyone else, I have a breakeven salary
Like anyone else, I am just an ordinary person

Too many tasks with too little time, kill me!! it would be easier.........

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Sunday, October 9, 2011

Love is drug

Accidentally found this from the internet,

A friend of mine wrote an email via facebook to the girl that he wants to know. I wonder how long he took to think before he wrote this email to the girl. Perhaps guy and girl are different, they took seconds to go after a girl, but I believe they need courage when they officially asked "would you be my girlfriend?.

Love is just like a drug, it makes you addicted to it and usually you will do something out of your logical thought when you take it.

Quote from his email: "my heart is beating so fast when typing..." obviously it get you high! =)

wish my friend for luck.. the girl do not reply his email and called him "jerk"..

p/s: I am tired of waiting... I am not a very determine person, and I rehab myself, asking myself to quit all the nonsense I have been doing now...

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Saturday, October 8, 2011

Music artists over decades

It's a lazy Saturday, finally my friend has woke up from her sweet dreamland and I got my Le Pliage from her. She bought it from Selfridges & Co. which in my memories  it is just a "selling very expensive women accessories" shop. After long time of never meet up, we have our super long chit chatting session and I figure out "OVERTIME" is now available in my neighbourhood! The drinking kakis definitely dancing with joy now...hmmph.. they can just reach overtime by 10mins walk. I was dreaming next time, we will be having chatime or snowflakes over here. *pray hard* =P Anyway, I am just obsessed of this two because they never have branch in One Utama shopping mall.

I am suppose to study my business law as I will be having my CPA exam within a month, somehow, I am not in the mood of reading. Hence, I check through the inbternet regarding the signature singers from 1940s-2010s. I dislike books but I like interesting knowledge....Books always make me dozed off....

1940s:

My all time favourite singer in 1940s would be Frank Sinatra, he was one of the best selling male singer in 1940s. There was a scenario called "Sinatramania", where his fans almost caused riot as the result of not allowed to enter the hall to watch his performance.


One of his song, my all time favourite will be Fly me to the moon-although it is recorded in 1960s.

1950s-An era which domained by rock n roll:

1950s saw the growth in popularity of the electric guitar, and the development of a specifically rock and roll style of playing through. This is when the pioneer of Rock and Roll-Chuck Berry rocks!

No idea who is Chuck Berry?? Listen to this, I believe everyone had heard it before!!!



"Unforgettable.. that's what you are.. unforgettable.. through near or far..." by Nat King Cole, not a handsome and good looking guy but he has attractive sexy voice, the voice which calm you down whenever you listen to his songs.


Ooh..before I miss out, the macho sideburn-Elvis Presley started his music career in 1950s too...

1960s-The expansion of Rock Music:

Continue from last decades, Rock and Roll continue to rule the industry. This is the era for the formation of groups who combined rock and roll, doo wop, skiffle and soul - Beat Group. The most well known beat group during this era would be The Beatles, aha.. now I know why they called Beatles..

Members of The Beatles started from top left clockwise :John Lennon, Paul McCartney
George Harrison, Ringo Starr
1970s: The era I personally dislikes - Disco, Heavy Metal, Punk Rock, Hard Rock

Not going to write much about this decade, the Bee Gees is one of the top seller in 1970s,


1980s: Arise of the Pop Music 

The 1980s are commonly connected with the use of synthesizers, and it was the introduction of sampling and hip hop/rap.

In this decade, there is a fame which known by everyone, even kids nowadays know him - the moon walker, Micheal Jackson.His Thriller album (1982) ranked as the all time best selling album and even my house have one! My dad bought it not me! Statistically, he keep a record of 110million was sold for his album which makes him an indisputably biggest star of the 1980s.

The Hit songs of Micheal Jackson included "Bille Jean", "Heal the World", "Black or White", "We are the World".. Most people would definitely know how to sing these songs, well, not the whole song but definitely the chorus.

Sometimes, I think he does not need to go for skin bleaching; he is really good. His fame has been recognized by the World Guinness Records as the Most Successful Concert Series and Biggest Selling Album for Thriller.

Moon walk + Bille Jean

Others well known singers in 1980s are Madonna, Whitney Houston, Bon Jovi etc.

1990s: It's all about Comtemporary rock and emerging of pop 

Not to discuss much about this decade, we have Mariah Carey, Spice Girls, Westlife, Robbie William, Jennifer Lopez etc.

It is the period for hotties. =) Well in the late of 1990s we have Britney Spears who screwed herself in the mid of 2000s, anyhow, she was hot isn't it??

2000s & 2010s: 

Think she rules the world now...

Someday in the future, my grandchild will be asking me.."Ah ma, which singer was the talk of the town during your university?"

I would say: " the lady up there!"

Okayss... their oldies, somehow have to be different with mine...

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Tuesday, October 4, 2011

Delectable - First taste of Macaron

A big applause to myself for being determine and persistent in the passed 365 days. It is my first anniversary for being a working adult and cheers to all my colleagues who gone through it too.

I have too much of first time for the passed one year, first time wearing the graduation robe, first time of getting a permanent job, first time attending trainings conduct by company, first time being scolded by client and yet I know I can't whine or cry for it. There were too much of first time, the most memorable will be your work being reviewed by the partner and he/she agreed to sign! The moment I know about this, I almost shout out "yes! I did it!!".. the excitement, the happiness, the feel of being recognized is hardly described.

As usual, I went to my client place for some follow ups on previous job. I bought a present to myself today, as the gift to myself, for being who I am today, being tough through out the hard time. Well this is my another first time too..


Very cute/classy casing and ribbon...


Bought this from Delectable The Gardens for my own incentive. It is expensive - RM10 for this piece of flour, but just once, for my first anniversary celebration. It is a big macaron, I feel blessed for my first bite on it. It is cripsy outside, soft and moist inside. The pinkish part is sweet but the chocolate filling is salty. It tastes just perfect.

Today is happy with this macaron.... =)

I shall try out the other pastry shop for macaron then I will know which one is the best and I think I love macaron....

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Monday, October 3, 2011

Piglet under the coconut shell



The world is not going to be the same by looking through the tiny hole. Walk out and feel it, when you stayed inside the room with just a hole for too long, you would never know how the outsider looks on you.

Wisdom talk with the elder today, walk out and see the world, it is different than what is in your mind. Perhaps I should take the steps............

Night of thoughts again.......

must be wondering why I put piglet.. it is a name give by my friend, I m the piglet under the shell which is blurry dumb dumb and yet to experiencing the world....

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Saturday, October 1, 2011

Typography, I think I like you

Yesterday, after attending the promotion dinner of my workplace, I left back to office for work. Well, luckily I have 3 awesome buddies who accompany me through the night although it was real late, we gossiped, we snapped and being lame in the vacant office. Being alone in vacant office could be quite scary, especially after your friend told you some cranky stories about your office building.

Mich was pointing on me, said "why are you wearing this? it doesn't reflects you at the moment!"

This is what she refers to,


it reads "happiness"
Well, most of the time this will be hanging on my neck unless I need to change to others for mix & match purpose, but with a super duper emo face, it just looks strange huh??...

I started to love typography after my custom made necklace, it is all mine but I seldomly wear it. Oops.. I suppose, I never wear it before after I get it. And it looks like this:


my name! hulala~
At the first sight, I love this necklace! but when I put it on, I realize the font for it is too big, screwed! I guess the manufacturer never test on her/his own product, I wish I could ask her/him "Don't you think it is so unpleasant for a lady to hang this on her neck??"



for size comparison, can you see how big is my name?? the bottom necklace with round pendant is long type, its length almost reaching my tummy.
Recently I have added a new collection into the typography family and it is made of special metal, it is Pewter! My first Pewter accesories.

Newbie in the family"Live, Laugh, Love"
Surprisingly to figure out it looks nice in photo, in real, because it is made of pewter, the finishing of it is not so perfect. Love it for the message it delivers. =)


for viewing pleasure, newbie from F21. Ahnehneh? Bohemia? whatever!!

I have try polish my silver accessories with loose powder, I do not know how I come accross this idea, but it works! Perhaps it is inspired from old nanny who polish their stainless steel pot with the ashes.. if you see it before, you know what I mean.

Out of 4 on top, only one is made of platinum/white gold, could you spot which one is it? 

My brother asked me, why you buy so much non precious metal necklaces instead of getting one golden one? My answer: First I am clumsy, I lost my belonging easily!
Second, precious metal necklace.. all the while it is not on the list of fashionable...

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Friday, September 30, 2011

Sometimes even the Sun is shaded


I frowned, I cried....

When you feel that you finally found a land of silence in me, that means something is in my mind and I cant let it go.

Today is not my day, a right shoulder to cry on is hard to find, what I need is a good pillow; decisions flying in my mind, yet I am in dilemma.

One day, I will leave........

ooh yea..I just ended my post by knocking my brain to the lappie placed on my bed.. oouch.. it is really not my day...

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Tuesday, September 27, 2011

Walking on the edge


Little pieces of adventurous make life interesting, sometimes I love the feeling of walking on the edge.

She is kiasi and kiasu probably she lives too near to the country of KSs.
I am just not an obedient kid! I think rebellious makes life fun! She going to hate me and I say "so what??!!"

p/s: I guess I miss the person that I have not talk to for some days. I know I am no one, for the person.

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Sunday, September 25, 2011

Why I love blogspot

My mood today is back :)
Heya.. this will be my 111posts I wrote on "It's my titbits", I still continue my writting although my blog neither read by the crowds nor generating income by Nuffnang ads.

By reviewed all the posts I have wrote, I realized that I had wrote more when I feeling sad or when I was emotionally out of control. Well, sometimes I am too upset to tell others what happened to me, I found a better way to release my emotion, ie. by writting. It is always alright to tears while you typing your post, but it will be kind of embarassing when you talking to your friends and you cried!! *Crying while you blog will cause typo but you can always correct it afterwards*

Perhaps, I am not a person who really know how to express my own feeling when I talk to people face to face, I used to conceal the sadnesses with a smile - Eventhough I do not feel like showing one. I just do not hope the people around me especially my family to worry.

My blog is a place with lesser traffic, lesser noise, almost no people comment, which is definitely a better place for me to shout out when I do not required feedbacks! A good listener is very hard to find, so I need  a hole to dump in all my stories and the most important - my blog does not socialize; she would not be gossipin about my stories behind of me and the most important, only people who concern about you will come to read your blog, isn't it true??


I am an ordinary girl with simple life, my life is not as colorful as celebrities, I do not blog about events and happenings. Here is my world, I tell stories based on my thought, I RULE THIS PEACEFUL WORLD!
There is no colleague on my blog.. I can complain about my life here.. to the colleague who saw this accidentally... shhhh.... do not tell others k?? shhh.........



I will give you a red card for telling others!!

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Saturday, September 24, 2011

Crêpe

There is a Japanese crêperie located in Pavilion 5th floor called Shimino which highly recommended by my friend before this and finally I have a chance to let the pancake from Harajuku concept dance on my tastebuds.

The crêperie in Pavilion

As a dessert, Harajuku Japanese crêpe basically contains of whipped cream, ice-cream, raisins, cornflakes, fruits (canned or fresh) surrounded by a thin layer of pancake, ie. crêpe.


The Harajuku crêpe looks like an ice-cream isn't it?
I give it 5 out of 10, I do not really like the taste of it. I was thinking just a cone of ice-cream could be nicer than it. Perhaps it is just me who do not know how to appreciate the combo of the tastes of all the ingredients which I think it caused all the ingredients lost their own specialities.

I love simple dessert, what I mean simple here is not about the making process but it does not combine a lots of ingredients which screwed the taste. For instance, when I have green tea Puffs, what I wish to taste is just green tea and the taste of the puff. I am not looking for cornflakes in the puff right??!!

It is just me who do not really like the taste, it doesn taste horrible, it is sweet, should be a good choice for sweet tooth.....

Mille crêpe 

Talking about crêpe, it reminds me of Mille crêpe.. I love this because it has very unique texture!! Now I missed Nadeje Patisserie. Anyone take away a slice for me please?? :-9


p/s: Crêpe is sort of thin pancake which originated from a region in northwest of France. Crêpe actually made me think of roti tissue too... :P

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Wednesday, September 21, 2011

Sorry 对不起 ソーリー

如果说再多的对不起能够把我带回那一天,我希望换来一句“没关系”。

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Monday, September 19, 2011

Nasi Lemak 2.0 - A different plate of nasi lemak

It is a bit late for me to write about this movie, I have heard of this movie is going to be remove from the cinema soon as there are protests in Perak after 10 days it released, so I must take this opportunity to watch it before I missed it.

This is the only movie I saw a lot of uncles and aunties sitting in the cinema for one hour plus and they laughed even louder than we did! Most people said it is a silly movie, indeed it is! Silly comedy with a lots of Malaysian stories in it. From the very minor Malays can marry 4 wives to the three judges(马大华, 杜国大 & 巫友强) at the end of the show(one have the say and two being the YES man), if you watch it, I believe you will know what I am talking about here.

As a Malaysian, if you followed most of the issues happened, you will have a great laugh; it is sarcastic, but it is the truth! Personally do not really think it is a movie that I will like, I still prefer movie like "The Smurf" - simple and you laugh because you feel the warmness from bottom of your heart.

However, I agree with one of the message tried to deliver by the movie, if you born here and you work in foreign country, once in a while please visit this homeland again.. because here is where you originated, where you being brought up and She is beautiful!


I heart malaysia this beautiful land. I truly mean it! =)


P/S: the repeating quote from the movie : 狗不会瘦,因为狗不会思念;人会瘦,因为人会思念; "Dogs are not thin because they do not missed someone, human does."

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Sunday, September 18, 2011

New Ipod casing

Since I have nothing much to do on this weekend, I spent sometimes in completing my decoration on my ipod casing which I have bought from Shanghai previously.

My current casing:


My all time favourite with The Mr. Little Bow Tie Monkey.  As this is a bit kiddo and I wish I have something different, so I have bought a new ipod casing with red color.



initially with no flowers I added it on the casing, the best deal I get so far, it only costs lesser then RM5 .


P/S: Something I read today, it said : " the person who bring laughter to others will never crying alone." do you agree? Personally disagree, there are plenty of people could share your laughter, they just vanish when you need them to chare thier shoulder. Well, it is pessimistic but this is reality!

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Friday, September 16, 2011

Being Professional

"The Similarities of Professional"

1. No Colorful Dress Code

As per my friend, once upon a time, she was an intern in a professional firm. Once, she wore a yellow top with a dark color cardigan and end up being called to the Human Resource department and received a verbal warning. Thus, as a professional, make sure you watch your color!


Ladies, say goodbye to your colorful collection...
2. The Fruits

Try to look around you, the professional always carry some fruits with them in order for them to stay alert anytime anywhere. If the fruit is being sponsored by the Company, it would be berry; if self sponsorship, it will be an apple which you wont get a second bite! Most of the professionals use smartphone in order for them to check email from time to time, ie. even you're on your holidays, you will get connected to the company mailbox via VPN.


So which one you going for it?

3. Profession Jokes

That day, I was in the elevator with my colleague, Mr. J and others, they were discussing about Company driver which is sort of remuneration for the BOSS. Then, I just like telling them, I have my driver too, it is just in my laptop! They laughed and asked me, aren't you not profeesional, we are suppose to tell jokes based on accounting terms?

Well, I think one day I shall transfer.... Join IT department and get know some attractive geeks (they are the best husband according to a lots of my female friends)?!

©w©w©w©w©w©w©w©w©w©w©w©w©w©w©w©w©w©w©w©w©w©w©
In addition, I have checked out what is professional. As per wikipedia, "Professional" is being defined as

Hence, traditionally, accounting and finance are not classified as Professional. Perhaps, traditionally, the people used to live in Barter Economy where there were no complicated monetary matters involved in trading. Well, by reading further, neither accountant nor finance analyst are being listed as example of professional for current too.

As I am in this field, so, I try to further my checking to Dictionary.com to see anyone of them has use accountant or any other business related job as professional and I figure most of them have used "lawyer", "doctor", "golf player" as professional. I am sad to figure that out and now I understand why least primary students have listed "accountant", "auditors", "finance analyst" etc as their ambition

Luckily finally I figure out, for immigration purpose I am being recognize as professional and if I have sufficient experience on my profession, I get extra points for skilled workers migration! In fact, someone appreciate my profession!! =D

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Wednesday, September 14, 2011

Intuition

I felt someone has been emo to me tonight, and I do not have any idea what happened to that person. Anyway, wish him goodnight and hope a good rest would bring him back, the laughter and the smile.

After talking to my friend on the phone call, perhaps what the other friend said bofore is right, life is just like driving a car, all the while you move forward and look backward once in a while, but what I need to do when I have reach a T-junction? simply go for a junction without much of thought? but what I am sure is, if I keep stopping at the junction, I ll be honked or knocked by the too fast moving car. Life must go on~





I have a lock; I have a key, can someone tell me do I get the right key? What would I see after it is unlocked? I am afraid.. someone give me some courage..or tell me perhaps all the while it is just the wrong key...
Goodnite!!

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Monday, September 12, 2011

What you see might not be the truth


-original, no photoshop applied-


People said my eyes are blue today, but in fact it is grey, what do you think? People used to judge from what they see, sometimes they just deceive by their perspective.



p/s: got this FreshLook lens from groupon, first trial on grey lens, and most of them said:" hey you got blue iris today!!" well in fact this is sterling grey!

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Sunday, September 11, 2011

Hidden Message

Something I have said before:" When I figure out a book is too complicated and hard to understand, I choose to keep that book on the shelf and I would not bother to read it again."

Hmmph.. I guess I found an additional....



P/S: If you know what I am talking about, you would understand it; if you dont't, just ignore what I have wrote above.. well, I think I need more space on my bookshelf..

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Friday, September 2, 2011

This is odd.. very odd!!

This is all about my dream on yesternite, I dream of him after months of never think of him. At this moment, he is no longer somebody for me anymore and he is not even my friend, well, I realised this since he deleted me from the facebook.

As per my memories, the dream is just short and simple, I become the third party between him and his current girlfriend. The odd part came in when the current girlfriend is the person who become the third party between him and me. *sarcasm smile* Is that my thought of revenge?? No! I guess. I am not a person who loves complicated relationship. In the dream, I still remember I was hiding from the current girlfriend because I am the third party, well, at least I know what she felt like last time.

This is just a dream anyway, I don't even bother whether I would meet him again. Nah! Anyway, I gotta thanks whatever he had done to me one year ago(thank you for all the tears), and now I am different.. I love my life more than I was one year ago, I laugh, I cheers.. Life is Beautiful~  


P/S: Since laiwah went to UK, I have no one to tell about my stories, that is the reason I am grumble here.. Ms. Laiwah.. I miss you! Faster come back!

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Thursday, July 21, 2011

下辈子,无论爱与不爱,都不会再见

香港电台知名主持人梁继璋曾给儿子写过一封信, 适合所有人看!


送给儿子的备忘录
我儿:写这备忘录给你,基於三个原则:


[1] 人生福祸无常,谁也不知可以活多久,有些事情还是早一点说好。

[2] 我是你的父亲,我不跟你说,没有人会跟你说。

[3] 这备忘录里载的,都是我经过惨痛失败得回来的体验,可以为你的成长省回不少冤枉路。


以下,便是你在人生中要好好记住的事:

1 - 对你不好的人, 你不要太介怀, 在你一生中, 没有人有义务要对你好, 除了我和你妈妈. 至於那些对你好的人,你除了要珍惜丶感恩外,也请多防备一点,因为,每个人做每件事,总有一个原因; 他对你好, 未必真的是因为喜欢你, 请你必须搞清楚, 而不必太快将对方看作真朋友.

2 - 没有人是不可代替, 没有东西是必须拥有. 看透了这一点, 将来你身边的人不再要你, 或许失去了世间上最爱的一切时, 也应该明白, 这并不是什麽大不了的事.

3 - 生命是短暂的,今日你还在浪费着生命, 明日会发觉生命已远离你了。因此, 愈早珍惜生命, 你享受生命的日子也愈多, 与其盼望长寿, 倒不如早点享受。

4 - 世界上并没有最爱这回事, 爱情只是一种霎时的感觉, 而这感觉绝对会随时日, 心境而改变。如果你的所谓最爱离开你, 请耐心地等候一下, 让时日慢慢冲洗, 让心灵慢慢沉淀, 你的苦就会慢慢淡化。不要过分憧憬爱情的美, 不要过分夸大失恋的悲。

5 - 虽然很多有成就的人士都没有受过很多教育, 但并不等於不用功读书, 就一定可以成功。你学到的知识, 就是你拥有的武器。人, 可以白手兴家,但不可以手无寸铁, 谨记!

6 - 我不会要求你供养我下半辈子, 同样地我也不会供养你的下半辈子, 当你长大到可以独立的时候, 我的责任已经完结。以後, 你要坐巴士还是Benz, 吃鱼翅还是粉丝, 都要自己负责。

7 - 你可以要求自己守信, 但不能要求别人守信;你可以要求自己对人好, 但不能期待人家对你好。你怎样对人, 并不代表人家就会怎样对你, 如果看不透这一点, 你只会徒添不必要的烦恼。

8 - 我买了十多二十年六合彩, 还是一穷二白, 连三奖也没有中, 这证明人要发达, 还是要努力工作才可以, 世界上并没有免费午餐。

9 - 亲人只有一次的缘分, 无论这辈子我和你会相处多久, 也请好好珍惜共聚的时光, 下辈子, 无论爱与不爱, 都不会再见。

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Saturday, June 4, 2011

匿名的朋友

"不能握的手 从此匿名的朋友
其实我的执着依然执着
与你无关泪自行吸收
不能握的手 却比亲人更亲厚
但所有如果都没有如果
只有失去的温柔 最温柔"

-给你-

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Thursday, May 26, 2011

It is not mine

When I tell you the truth but you take it as crap, fine, just think the way you are. I do not fight for things which do not belong to me. If you belong to me, you will be back, this is so not realistic, but yet, I hope it happens on you.

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Monday, May 16, 2011

离开

勉强把那住在太平洋的鱼儿,放到小溪里去,得到的就是鱼儿慢慢的结束它的生命....

有时候人生就像那鱼儿一样,不属于你的世界,不要误闯...

对不起,或许我犯下了错误。我会离那个不属于我的世界远远的~

对!到最后我选择了放弃!

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Wednesday, May 11, 2011

Simple brain's thought

I am not determine, used to think of giving up when there are some matters that out of my control and I can't solve it.

Once I calm down, and think back, GIVING UP is the most easiest word to be spoke out but honestly I am afraid, afraid of losing... It is always harder for us to take back than give up! NEXT TIME I WILL BE REMINDING MYSELF WHEN LET GO THOUGHT POP UP AGAIN, "HOLD ON! MORON!"

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Sunday, May 8, 2011

Crazy thought

I suspects he is a gay! The meanest thought ever...

muahahaahha....

p/s: I hate it very much when I do not understand something and I am forced to do it... Tmr I am going bck to my normal routine soon and that is really near to my place... hope this job will be a great job..(finger crossed*

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Monday, May 2, 2011

朋友

她说:我喜欢他, 所以他是我的好朋友!
我说: 那你爱他吗?
她说:我喜欢他所以只想当好朋友,一辈子的好朋友....

如果当初你们不认识,迎面而来,你是否会对他说:"我喜欢你,你当我朋友好吗?

给“她”我的朋友....

P/S:想写点什么,可又想不出来,只好胡言乱语一番,可爱的好朋友对不起咯!我出卖你了对不起啦!!

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Saturday, April 30, 2011

I dislike this!

I have been forced to do this twice in a week for this job! I dislike this all the time... someone accompany me for lunch please! Argh!!

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Sunday, April 24, 2011

Sigh! I wish I could read your mind...

You are a knowledgable book which I found out I having difficulties in reading it. I do not understand it at all... I failed and sorry for bothering you... again.. I said "sorry"..

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Saturday, April 23, 2011

婷の录 03

我的背包裡裝滿了讓人心醉的回憶,也許有一天我還會回來,因為我愛你!

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Wednesday, April 20, 2011

Screwed up!

I can't make a good senior nor a good junior.. I have made my junior demotivated and can't help my senior by taken up part of his responsibility.. this is the bottle neck for my days in my company.. I am demotivated too..but who can cheer me up?

Working day = you do not know how to do it but you are forced to do it. How I am going to make something doesn't existing in the world appears in my working paper? that is so not comfort for me.. It's exceeding my limit!

My mood gone bad after my junior said she is demotivated and tired. I failed my leadership! My bad..='(

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Sunday, April 17, 2011

It is just coincident!

Last week, I told my Fishy n Crabby, next time I want my bf to sing Marry Me by train to me when he try to propose to me. End up I saw someone posting this on facebook today:


Aha.. what a coincident!! Perhaps my friend is planning to propose to the gf soon..
Aww.. this is so sweet, lovely and blessed...*jealous*  how lucky is the girl©~

...gotta find someone who knows to sing this song too... do not care if he really can't sing well and make it terribly...

Monday, I am going to tell fishy and crabby I found someone who wish to sing this song while proposing and I believe I can find the other who wants to sing it too.. =)

p/s: the person who posted this does not read my blog, so i guess he do not know I crop out his wall post..=P If he is proposing, wish him luck!!

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Monday, April 11, 2011

Learning from work

"you know? I think Perhaps you are right!"

There is no point for you to win every single conversation or discussion you have with others, let's agree with them for those doesn't matters. Never fight with your colleague with somethimg that doesn't brings harm to you. I would say:"Just let them WIN!!"

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Sunday, April 10, 2011

Not again..

telling myself be aware, not to commit the same mistake again... I can't be addictive because I have pouring too much for it..

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Sunday, March 6, 2011

这是爱

原来爱情不是两个人相爱就可以,


原来可以相处与相爱的人不一样,
到了最后,我们都不是找我们最爱的人,
而是找一个可以与我们相处到老的人,
或许,这也是一种爱吧...

“你是我爱的人,
因为某种原因,
我们不能在一起~”
我相信很多人在内心都有着一个那样的人....

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Monday, February 28, 2011

I think I am recovered

In the days of December, when I stucked in jam in Federal I felt myself being lonely.

Today, the traffic was very congested on my way from Duta to my home, but I starts to feel that the view around me looks great, with the companion of KLCC, KL tower and not to forget the Duta Mosque, all of them just prefectly beautiful for me. The feeling of lonely has gone!

Perhaps, I am recovering, or maybe it is because I stucked in somewhere which is so familiar to me. Although it takes time, but I know my home is not far~

Life is about how you see a thing, sometimes the same thing happened to you but when you see it differently and what you feel towards it, maybe contradict....

And now I see things on a beautiful side, I guess I am alright! =)

Everyday will be a happy day because I see happiness!

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Saturday, February 26, 2011

你富有吗?

毕业了以后,有着太多的茫然,对于那未知数的未来更加感到恐慌,在于钱与快乐人生我应该怎样抉择?突然觉得如果人生能有GPS那该多好?

就在面子书,无意中地发现了一篇名为“人生25件奢侈品”的文章,偶然才发现原来我很富有,不需要名牌,就是那种大家说的“心中的富有”

下面是一生人可以擁有的25件奢侈品,你又擁有了多少?

1 能背著包包走天下的健康
2 舒心的工作
3 起風的天總有人提醒你加衣
4 睡著的時候總有人為你蓋被
5 穿上便宜T恤也很美麗的健康身材
6 寫得一手好字
7 想旅行時,總有談得來的朋友願意請假陪伴
8 每天都能踏實地睡個好覺
9 會欣賞美麗的心和能欣賞美麗的心情
10 每時每刻都過得有意義和幸福
11 一個教會你愛和被愛的人
12 你為之甘心付出的寶寶
13 心中永遠的自由
14 帶給他人向上的精神特質
15 學會放棄
16 學會承受
17 接受並珍惜生活賜予你的一切
18 親自播種,收穫
19 珍藏一件凝聚情感的物品
20 尋找失落的童心
21 心境開闊
22 信守一個諾言
23 嘗盡美食
24 偶爾使個小小壞
25 把你所能想到的一件浪漫的事變為現實

至少25样当中,我拥有了13个,我还不算太糟糕吧?

p/s : 今天想起你了,明知道你不会看我的部落格 ,还时希望你会看见这句话。我很遗憾也很失败,因为我真的觉得你是很棒的朋友~

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Tuesday, February 15, 2011

下一站♥快乐

快乐=分享

分享着我爱的歌
分享着我最爱的甜点
分享着我爱的电影
就那样我觉得快乐~

原来快乐不需要拥有,
它,不需要你刻意的渴求
它,不经意的出现在你身边
就这样的你笑了...



P/S:
曾经因为你,我迷失了方向,
感谢你对我的狠,
让我渐渐的我将你遗忘,

那个不再重要的十个号码,
在将来的有一天,
我也会把它从脑海里给删除掉...

过完了情人节,
偶然地发现,我在微笑的背后,
隐藏着忧伤,就是不晓得为什么。
是因为你让我失去那单纯的快乐?
还是因为人长大了,就会慢慢的遗忘快乐?

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Sunday, February 6, 2011

Guys are dangerous too!

Just realize he finally deleted me from his facebook friend listing and we are officially no longer friends. He is just being silly! what is it for when it is something that already happened for so long? I am no longer feeling anything for it but still he choose to unfriend me, but who cares?? Yes maybe I cares which means I will officially lost one more friend, see I told everyone if you want friend don't ever confess to her/him. I told him b4 and he just don't listen to it! @#!$!@$$

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Sunday, January 30, 2011

Jokes

Boy: Miss, are you Katy Perry? Girl: Why? Boy: 'cuz you're my Teenage Dream. Girl: Sorry. I'm not Katy. and I'm not like Rihanna. Boy: *puzzled* Why? Girl: Because I don't love the way you lie...


Found this in facebook and I think it is funny~

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Monday, January 17, 2011

Nostalgia

I was tidying my room in the afternoon and found the old thingy that I am no longer using it but I still keeping it for years:


My first heels in my life.. Most of the girls love heels and I am not an exception.. Can spot the stain on the first photo and actully I am not wearing this heels anymore since it is kinda out of fashion and I can handle higher heels now. I brought it from NOSE during my A-Levels and I think I have not wearing it for more than 3 years. Anyway, I am not going to throw it for now because it evidence my growth, from a young teenager to a working adults.

And this is my first pair of boots, of course I am not going to dispose it because it is still very new and expensive. It is a gift from my brother and it costs around RM200. Not very sure whether it is made of leather but it is comfort to wear and it keeps ur foot warm during winter..which is not so useful in Malaysia and it is good match with leggings!




Others things being disposed including dried roses which are meaningless to me anymore, some old notes, nice price tag that I keep for no reason and the DIY stuffs that I do not really like them anymore... I am nostalgia but I do not keep things that do not mean anything to me anymore.

Just hope that in this brand new year I will have a better year ahead.

Goodnite and my peak in workplace is coming soon, just hope that I could handle everything smoothly. *finger crossed*


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