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Monday, January 3, 2011

I thought I have forget everything between you and me

That night, I thought I am alright and tried to tell out the stories between you and me. I am wrong, I cried once again, and my friend told me that she can feel my love towards him, perhaps I need more times to cure.


I acted to be tough and to be strong but I was totally wrong, he have been hurting my heart deeply and now continue hurting it. I can't let it go, the puzzle he brought me into is too complicated for me. I am not smart enough to solve it.


One day I might choose to leave...


p/s: I realize that I am alone all the while, other than family I do not own friends. No, none of them willing to share my tears and sadness. I am just being alone, I have nothing other than family, my failure in my life.

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3 comments:

laiwah said...

hey girl u still have ME!!! seems like u haven't forget it at all, not even a single moment with him. why ne? Sometimes we must learn how to let it go even it is hard ya, i just repeat my word, u may still need more time to forget it...plz ya my DEAR....ok la wait me finish my last paper , let's go gai gai again!!! see ya...hehe...by the way, the song is so nice to listen...^^

SCL said...

hey pretty..Even though I'm not by your side, guess what?!! I'm still reading your blog!! We care about you, buddy! Seems like i'm not updated with your stories at all. But I hope I can catch up with you soon. Anyway, from what you have blogged, I can see myself in the situation long long time ago. Believe me, i know it's hard to let go what you really wish to have but keep in mind many things await for us to do and realize. You will meet yours very soon. Believe in yourself too. You can get over it.
The song is nice, but it's not the right time for you to listen. Look for some happy songs, just like CNY songs!! ^.^

Muzzy said...

haha..i have rare visitor over here.. lol..

thanks buddies! I am trying my best to let go, and you know what now instead of pain, i feel numb! i guess that is the process of recovering.. I will be ok very soon! hehe

@SC the song not so emo wutt.. hehe i had put it for very long time, even before my "incident"

Love you girls.. XOXO