It is very hard to communicate with people who never say sorry, some people just think they will never make mistake, not even once. Perhaps I am not a good daughter and he can't be a great father... but why the god put us together? I am going to be adult soon, I have my own thinking and when he can't win the argument between us he just use his power card... he said "because I am father and you are daughter and you have to follow what I say...for no reason."
I am sick... sick with all the arguments around me... I needs a peaceful land for my own, my room is not yet as peaceful as what I want, I need a place which away from all the arguments because I am tired with all the arguments I have made. Sometimes I wondering, am I the one who started the argument? or people come to argue with me because they think that is fun?
What could I do? I am so tired to fight... should I give up? No... I am not going to do so... My life and my destiny should in my own hands not him... study hard and get a good job...i think that is the only way to escape...
Friday, October 3, 2008
I wish I could escape but there is no way for me to do so..
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