It's my titbits

Have you ever encounter the fear of answering questions from your teacher in the pre-school?

We all born with the sense of awareness to any negative threat around us. The most common that we do is, when someone putting something near to your vision, your brain send out message to your nerves in order for your eyes to close. Some people are just being the risk taker, they can tolerate with higher level of fear and we called them "The Daring"; and vise versa "The Scaredy Cat".

An interesting fact I figure out from myself and people around me : We all fear of different matters in different stage of life.

The babies:
They could be afraid of darkness, horror, staying with stranger who they do not really know etc.; and the most common way they use to express fear is CRY!

They do not afraid of disease, because they do not even know what is it. They do not afraid of natural disaster because they lack of knowledge in it, they do not afraid of war, because they feel comfort as long as they get feed and the war does not harm them directly.

The kids:
The baby has finally turn up to be a school kid. They can handle the stranger better now, they go to school, they social with the people in their cycle.

However, new fear factors added in, they might afraid of the answering questions in the classes, rumors spread by the classmate in order to insult them, the girl/boy who they like figure out he/she has crush on her/him.

Aha.. this reminds me, the first day I enrolled to pre-school, I had acted "I am sick".. in order to escape my mum from digged me out from the bed to send me to pre-school. I am lack of courage, my eyes starts to turn red when i saw my parent leave the pre-school compound. Time goes on and now when I recall back, pre-school is my funland and carefree huh? Note: I do feel so because I am not longer afraid to face stranger now, talking to the new people I have met in my life no longer listed as fear unless the people are having certain level of harm to me.

The kids still do not fear towards war, natural disaster nor disease, most of the time they will turn to their parent and asked:' Papa, Mama what is going on?" *with innocent eyesight*

The Adults:
When a person become an adult, the responsibility he/she needs to take up is increasing. I am no longer afraid of talking to newly meet person. I am more daring towards horror and darkness (yea.. somehow I still afraid of darkness k, some phobia just do not leave by age growth).

However, we started to afraid of death, afraid to lose(perhaps we are too old to lose), afraid of danger etc. Singaporean called it kiasee and kiasu. One thing definitely correct about adult is the more they owned, the more they are afraid to lose. Well, we are no longer young to start from zero once again. The shield that used to protect us is gone, we need to learn how to protect ourselves.

And today I discovered myself afraid of my boss too, he just in the next table, and I wish that he did not see me!!! Although I am on study leave, I have a feeling like skipping work and get caught!!! Arghhh!!!!!

P/S: do you know what is the different between coward and scaredy cat? Google it! =)

小小的挫折，就选择离开，他绝对不会是对的勇士。

我还在这里，因为我还坚持；
我的执著不含防腐剂，
如果有一天，我选择了放弃；
我就消失了~

p/s: I do not like a smooth journey, goods without durability testing will never know about the endurance; I do not need anything which is fragile....

Trying to test out; apparently it failed...

P/S: Now procastinating is the name of my best friend.. the worse is I do not feel nervous.. not at all... this woman is too lazy.. certified no cure!!!!!!!! ishhh....

Ding!Ding! I saved by the time bell..

Yesterday is my last day of work before my CPA exam.. I have been feeling very tired for the past few weeks because my shoulder having too much of loaded which nearly makes me collapsed.

Perhaps someone will say, do not wish for lighter burden, wish for boarder shoulder, but before I have that broader shoulder, the loaded on it is almost killing.

First time in my life, I think my textbook is more adorable than my laptop...

不要喜欢上一个不能在你身上花时间的人，因为他不值得。 你是错爱~

Lazy Sunday, after getting back to my office to settle my stuff in lesser than 15mins time, I have decided to hide myself inside the cafe near to uptown. I am sitting down in the hidden corner of the cafe and read my book. Aha.. this post is written in that cafe.

For breaktime, I surf around facebook to stalk my friends activity and suddenly i read a paragraph of love confession, perhaps it is right to use love confession this round because it is something a guy said out after he regrets toward leaving his love.Him, decided to broke up with the girl and going after the girl that he just started to like. Hereby, he drew a period to relationship between them, he might not be the one who initiated but for sure he is the cause. Now, he regrets for leaving her and only appreciate her love after they broke up. Who cares?

Another story I have heard about my friend - the playful girlfriend who decided to leave the "good boyfriend" after being pushed by the third party of them. "Good boyfriend" it is a term which is pretty hard to have a clear definition because it is different for everyone, love is subjective, you do not need it to be agreed by all. The "good" here I refers to the guy knows the girl has been dating the other guy when she is in the relationship with the boyfriend but the boyfriend choose to overlook these flaws.

On the D-day, he said "the only thing I regret for not doing is I never stopped you from doing all these all the while. I have been giving you too much of freedom." The girl initially did not planned to make any decision in between the two guys but the 3rd guy who hacked into their love forced the lady to make a decision ,so called "settle you stuff". At the end, the lady choosen him, but he choose to leave. He eventually get a new girlfriend after he asked my friend to leave her initial boyfriend. *to all the ladies who reading this, I know you all will want to called him JERK*

So who is wrong here? The lady who played around with two guys? The jerk who played around two ladies? My friend told me she is regret, she said "the only thing I regretted is I have decided to broke up with my always be there boyfriend, I choose the jerk over my boyfriend because I think he is attractive!" Well , being a friend, my expression to her, "the jerk you saying here, just repeat what you have done by you to your boyfriend. Do you realize that?"

Then, my friend said: "yea, and now I believe in karma." For next time I would not do the same mistake again."

Every relationship which ended contains "regret", regret of not doing something; regret of doing something. Myself experienced that as well, and most of the time, you have no way to turn back once again to fixed all the regrets you have, what you do is looking forward and hope you would not be doing the same mistakes again in the future. Perhaps a good decision maker will win the love game, or try not to be too serious in love?

No matter what is it, regret in love is hurtful! I think everyone agreed this!

Lazy Sunday, and I can see my Sunday is dying off, the sun is starting to set.. Oh crap! Monday is coming... hope tomorrow dinner will be a satisfaction and less OT for me for this coming week please!! I need a break before I am pyschologically broke down!!

Cheers! =)

Like anyone else, I need time on my own
Like anyone else, I need motivation whenever I feel down
Like anyone else, I need at least of 5-6 hours of sleep
Like anyone else, I have limited ability
Like anyone else, I have normal IQ level
Like anyone else, I have limited life span
Like anyone else, I have 24 hours a day
Like anyone else, I have 7 days a week
Like anyone else, I have a breakeven salary
Like anyone else, I am just an ordinary person

Too many tasks with too little time, kill me!! it would be easier.........

Accidentally found this from the internet,

A friend of mine wrote an email via facebook to the girl that he wants to know. I wonder how long he took to think before he wrote this email to the girl. Perhaps guy and girl are different, they took seconds to go after a girl, but I believe they need courage when they officially asked "would you be my girlfriend?.

Love is just like a drug, it makes you addicted to it and usually you will do something out of your logical thought when you take it.

Quote from his email: "my heart is beating so fast when typing..." obviously it get you high! =)

wish my friend for luck.. the girl do not reply his email and called him "jerk"..

p/s: I am tired of waiting... I am not a very determine person, and I rehab myself, asking myself to quit all the nonsense I have been doing now...

It's a lazy Saturday, finally my friend has woke up from her sweet dreamland and I got my Le Pliage from her. She bought it from Selfridges & Co. which in my memories  it is just a "selling very expensive women accessories" shop. After long time of never meet up, we have our super long chit chatting session and I figure out "OVERTIME" is now available in my neighbourhood! The drinking kakis definitely dancing with joy now...hmmph.. they can just reach overtime by 10mins walk. I was dreaming next time, we will be having chatime or snowflakes over here. *pray hard* =P Anyway, I am just obsessed of this two because they never have branch in One Utama shopping mall.

I am suppose to study my business law as I will be having my CPA exam within a month, somehow, I am not in the mood of reading. Hence, I check through the inbternet regarding the signature singers from 1940s-2010s. I dislike books but I like interesting knowledge....Books always make me dozed off....

1940s:

My all time favourite singer in 1940s would be Frank Sinatra, he was one of the best selling male singer in 1940s. There was a scenario called "Sinatramania", where his fans almost caused riot as the result of not allowed to enter the hall to watch his performance.

One of his song, my all time favourite will be Fly me to the moon-although it is recorded in 1960s.

1950s-An era which domained by rock n roll:

1950s saw the growth in popularity of the electric guitar, and the development of a specifically rock and roll style of playing through. This is when the pioneer of Rock and Roll-Chuck Berry rocks!

No idea who is Chuck Berry?? Listen to this, I believe everyone had heard it before!!!



"Unforgettable.. that's what you are.. unforgettable.. through near or far..." by Nat King Cole, not a handsome and good looking guy but he has attractive sexy voice, the voice which calm you down whenever you listen to his songs.


Ooh..before I miss out, the macho sideburn-Elvis Presley started his music career in 1950s too...

1960s-The expansion of Rock Music:

Continue from last decades, Rock and Roll continue to rule the industry. This is the era for the formation of groups who combined rock and roll, doo wop, skiffle and soul - Beat Group. The most well known beat group during this era would be The Beatles, aha.. now I know why they called Beatles..

Members of The Beatles started from top left clockwise :John Lennon, Paul McCartney George Harrison, Ringo Starr

1970s: The era I personally dislikes - Disco, Heavy Metal, Punk Rock, Hard Rock

Not going to write much about this decade, the Bee Gees is one of the top seller in 1970s,


1980s: Arise of the Pop Music 

The 1980s are commonly connected with the use of synthesizers, and it was the introduction of sampling and hip hop/rap.

In this decade, there is a fame which known by everyone, even kids nowadays know him - the moon walker, Micheal Jackson.His Thriller album (1982) ranked as the all time best selling album and even my house have one! My dad bought it not me! Statistically, he keep a record of 110million was sold for his album which makes him an indisputably biggest star of the 1980s.

The Hit songs of Micheal Jackson included "Bille Jean", "Heal the World", "Black or White", "We are the World".. Most people would definitely know how to sing these songs, well, not the whole song but definitely the chorus.

Sometimes, I think he does not need to go for skin bleaching; he is really good. His fame has been recognized by the World Guinness Records as the Most Successful Concert Series and Biggest Selling Album for Thriller.


Others well known singers in 1980s are Madonna, Whitney Houston, Bon Jovi etc.

1990s: It's all about Comtemporary rock and emerging of pop 

Not to discuss much about this decade, we have Mariah Carey, Spice Girls, Westlife, Robbie William, Jennifer Lopez etc.

It is the period for hotties. =) Well in the late of 1990s we have Britney Spears who screwed herself in the mid of 2000s, anyhow, she was hot isn't it??

2000s & 2010s: 

Think she rules the world now...

Someday in the future, my grandchild will be asking me.."Ah ma, which singer was the talk of the town during your university?"

I would say: " the lady up there!"

A big applause to myself for being determine and persistent in the passed 365 days. It is my first anniversary for being a working adult and cheers to all my colleagues who gone through it too.

I have too much of first time for the passed one year, first time wearing the graduation robe, first time of getting a permanent job, first time attending trainings conduct by company, first time being scolded by client and yet I know I can't whine or cry for it. There were too much of first time, the most memorable will be your work being reviewed by the partner and he/she agreed to sign! The moment I know about this, I almost shout out "yes! I did it!!".. the excitement, the happiness, the feel of being recognized is hardly described.

As usual, I went to my client place for some follow ups on previous job. I bought a present to myself today, as the gift to myself, for being who I am today, being tough through out the hard time. Well this is my another first time too..

Very cute/classy casing and ribbon...

Bought this from Delectable The Gardens for my own incentive. It is expensive - RM10 for this piece of flour, but just once, for my first anniversary celebration. It is a big macaron, I feel blessed for my first bite on it. It is cripsy outside, soft and moist inside. The pinkish part is sweet but the chocolate filling is salty. It tastes just perfect.

Today is happy with this macaron.... =)

I shall try out the other pastry shop for macaron then I will know which one is the best and I think I love macaron....

This is what she refers to,



it reads "happiness"

my name! hulala~




for size comparison, can you see how big is my name?? the bottom necklace with round pendant is long type, its length almost reaching my tummy.



Newbie in the family"Live, Laugh, Love"

Surprisingly to figure out it looks nice in photo, in real, because it is made of pewter, the finishing of it is not so perfect. Love it for the message it delivers. =)

for viewing pleasure, newbie from F21. Ahnehneh? Bohemia? whatever!!