It's my titbits

After I ignoring my blog for very long period, I am back to my blog, checking what's the traffic flow which I am no longer working on it.

Randomly, clicked into my buddy's blog and know that his mum is suspected getting cancerous tumors... and suddenly I realized this is the reason he has been signed up as "ABSENT" for our past gatherings...

Hope his mum will be alright! *finger crossed*

以前，习惯了什么都说，
现在，习惯了什么都不说；
说了，也不能改变什么，
说了，还是要自己面对，
每天提醒自己，
要爱自己多一点。

我好像变了，
多了点点的沉默，
多了点点的不在乎，
少了点点的执著；
或许这就是成长。

At the end of the day,
I realized,
Your absent does not mess up my life;
When I need you.
and wish you to be here,
I started to look around,
and realized again,
You would never be my side.

I can't find a shoulder to cry on,
I still crying with my pillow,
you are still belong to your own,
I do not even owned any part of it,
neither your heart.
I tried to remind myself,
not to care too much for you,
because I have no idea,
when you will walk away from me...
Just like those who did it...

I felt glad when you told me you like me,
On that moment,
I know that someone,
cares about me too.
It takes courage for me to take your conditional offer,
I am not as strong as you thought,
From time to time,
I need that someone be my side,
telling me "babe, you will be alright..."

Love is support,
Until the day I feel that you are the person who will be catching me down the cliff there,
I think I found the right person.....